Learning to walk again
I'm learning to walk again...
I mean i always knew how to walk but never did it. I ran. and ran. and ran. I'm a great runner. Not because I'm always scared but because i hate the feeling of getting stuck in one place, I hate sitting still. I'm to anxious to get to the end. It's like watching a movie in fast forward then just watching the end... Well i was running at top speed. And I didn't apresheate the beautiful things around me... Martell I'm sorry. I needed to slow down. I needed to stop running and look at you in the eyes and tell your the your beautiful. Actually the most beautiful person I know. I needed to slow down and hug a little longer, kiss a little more. I need to stop running and bring it to a walk so i could take your hand in mine and feel the comfort of your presence. I need to to walk next to you instead of trying to lead you. I'm sorry. I needed to to bring it to a walk and tell you how much you really mattered in my life. And i didn't I ran. I ran at top speed... And I triped...And it hurt alot, and it's my fault. My mom alway told me to walk and not run. i should have listened. Well after I triped I relized I needed to walk again. I needed to slow the pace down and appresheate the people around me, but most of all you.
So right here...
Right now...
I have decided to walk again...
And let you know what you mean to me. To stop being the troubled, mean, and upsettiing person I was.
I want to tell you "I love you" every time i say goodbye. Cause it may be the last time i say it.
I want to tuck you in every night, cause I may never get another chance again.
I want to hug you longer, because I may not have that chance.
I want to show you what you have taught me, what you made me understand. To love you like there is no tomarrow. To be the man you want me to be...
Martell if your out there...
I'm here waiting, I in love with you.
Missing you with ALL my heart,
Lucas Del Castillo
I mean i always knew how to walk but never did it. I ran. and ran. and ran. I'm a great runner. Not because I'm always scared but because i hate the feeling of getting stuck in one place, I hate sitting still. I'm to anxious to get to the end. It's like watching a movie in fast forward then just watching the end... Well i was running at top speed. And I didn't apresheate the beautiful things around me... Martell I'm sorry. I needed to slow down. I needed to stop running and look at you in the eyes and tell your the your beautiful. Actually the most beautiful person I know. I needed to slow down and hug a little longer, kiss a little more. I need to stop running and bring it to a walk so i could take your hand in mine and feel the comfort of your presence. I need to to walk next to you instead of trying to lead you. I'm sorry. I needed to to bring it to a walk and tell you how much you really mattered in my life. And i didn't I ran. I ran at top speed... And I triped...And it hurt alot, and it's my fault. My mom alway told me to walk and not run. i should have listened. Well after I triped I relized I needed to walk again. I needed to slow the pace down and appresheate the people around me, but most of all you.
So right here...
Right now...
I have decided to walk again...
And let you know what you mean to me. To stop being the troubled, mean, and upsettiing person I was.
I want to tell you "I love you" every time i say goodbye. Cause it may be the last time i say it.
I want to tuck you in every night, cause I may never get another chance again.
I want to hug you longer, because I may not have that chance.
I want to show you what you have taught me, what you made me understand. To love you like there is no tomarrow. To be the man you want me to be...
Martell if your out there...
I'm here waiting, I in love with you.
Missing you with ALL my heart,
Lucas Del Castillo