same old shit
The other night my parents who NEVER talk to e/other started fighting, well no not fighting..verbally abusing e/other for the whole house to hear.
I got so pissed at how immature and idiotic they are. I hate living there. It seems like it gets worse & worse there everyday. Nothing but hatred, animosity and tension in that house. I need a way out soon! I've really been thinking about selling my car & just getting the Celica fixed. It will be tight for me & Arianna, but at this point anything seems better than living at home. I told Julie I would split the payment of her Jetta w/ her, that way we could both use e/others cars whenever & maybe split rent. But the money is always an issue. Not enough of it to survive. She said she still couldn't afford rent.
My mom was being a bitch yesterday..what else is new. Anyway, the point is that I called her psycho to her face because she pissed me off. I've never gotten that mad to where I've told her what I thought of her to her face, but lastnight I just snapped. Maybe she's not psycho but I know she has issues. It sucks to see how unhappy both of my parents are. It scares me because I don't want to end up like them. It seems like they hate their lives, well my mom does anyway. My dad has his own secret life that none of us are included in. You'd think he was a single man w/ no children. So back to what I said earlier. I called my mom psycho & it made her cry. I felt shitty afterwards.
I've been one big ball of stress lately. I dunno I have to keep thinking that things might get better.
I got so pissed at how immature and idiotic they are. I hate living there. It seems like it gets worse & worse there everyday. Nothing but hatred, animosity and tension in that house. I need a way out soon! I've really been thinking about selling my car & just getting the Celica fixed. It will be tight for me & Arianna, but at this point anything seems better than living at home. I told Julie I would split the payment of her Jetta w/ her, that way we could both use e/others cars whenever & maybe split rent. But the money is always an issue. Not enough of it to survive. She said she still couldn't afford rent.
My mom was being a bitch yesterday..what else is new. Anyway, the point is that I called her psycho to her face because she pissed me off. I've never gotten that mad to where I've told her what I thought of her to her face, but lastnight I just snapped. Maybe she's not psycho but I know she has issues. It sucks to see how unhappy both of my parents are. It scares me because I don't want to end up like them. It seems like they hate their lives, well my mom does anyway. My dad has his own secret life that none of us are included in. You'd think he was a single man w/ no children. So back to what I said earlier. I called my mom psycho & it made her cry. I felt shitty afterwards.
I've been one big ball of stress lately. I dunno I have to keep thinking that things might get better.