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I don't even know why but I've been missing Alex so much lately.
And I really really want to just be over him.
I feel like he never even thinks about me at all.
I shouldn't really complain because I've only been single for a few months,
I'm lonely.
I'm so jealous of him.
He's off at college having a ton of fun, and meeting all these new girls,
which I want to know nothing about, because thinking about
him being with someone else really hurts.
He was never with anyone else before me,
and I just can't imagine him being with someone else.
Maybe I'm missing him so much because this is around the time
we started hanging out a ton last year.
And I wish I could go back to that.
Because I just want to be happy again.
Anja and Steve broke up.
I can't believe it.
It's hard because I'm good friends with Steve,
but Anja is by best friend in the world.
And I'm trying to be a good friend and comforting to both of them.
It's really not easy.
It seems like a lot of people are breaking up lately.
Maybe fall isn't a good time for relationships.
I wish Anja and Steve were still together.
And that a different couple would break up.
...That was mean. lol
I could rant forever right now.
I'm so sick of school right now.
Anja stayed home today so I did too.
She came over and we were together like all day.
Because she was right there when Alex and I broke up.
And I know she would do this for me.
I just hope I can help her as much as she helped me.
And I really really want to just be over him.
I feel like he never even thinks about me at all.
I shouldn't really complain because I've only been single for a few months,
I'm lonely.
I'm so jealous of him.
He's off at college having a ton of fun, and meeting all these new girls,
which I want to know nothing about, because thinking about
him being with someone else really hurts.
He was never with anyone else before me,
and I just can't imagine him being with someone else.
Maybe I'm missing him so much because this is around the time
we started hanging out a ton last year.
And I wish I could go back to that.
Because I just want to be happy again.
Anja and Steve broke up.
I can't believe it.
It's hard because I'm good friends with Steve,
but Anja is by best friend in the world.
And I'm trying to be a good friend and comforting to both of them.
It's really not easy.
It seems like a lot of people are breaking up lately.
Maybe fall isn't a good time for relationships.
I wish Anja and Steve were still together.
And that a different couple would break up.
...That was mean. lol
I could rant forever right now.
I'm so sick of school right now.
Anja stayed home today so I did too.
She came over and we were together like all day.
Because she was right there when Alex and I broke up.
And I know she would do this for me.
I just hope I can help her as much as she helped me.