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I'm really stressed out and my head hurts. I'm unsure about what to do about anything in my life right now and all of the easy choices seem to be the wrong ones. I'm sure it doesn't help that I'm really lonely and have nothing to keep my mind off of things.
I did knit 2 scarves and got all of my graduate applications in on time...so I guess that's something. I really want to go skiing or camping/hiking. I don't know why but I have the urge to do something outdoorsy. Maybe I can try to find something in MA.
Oh yeah...I'm probably going to be in MA for the next 3 months dealing with family stuff...having to pack and drive there in about a week is really not helping my freak outs.
Anyway, I miss my michigan friends and I really wish I had the ability to make the best decisions for myself even if they seem to be the ones that will be the most difficult. OK now i will go sledding. YAY!
I did knit 2 scarves and got all of my graduate applications in on time...so I guess that's something. I really want to go skiing or camping/hiking. I don't know why but I have the urge to do something outdoorsy. Maybe I can try to find something in MA.
Oh yeah...I'm probably going to be in MA for the next 3 months dealing with family stuff...having to pack and drive there in about a week is really not helping my freak outs.
Anyway, I miss my michigan friends and I really wish I had the ability to make the best decisions for myself even if they seem to be the ones that will be the most difficult. OK now i will go sledding. YAY!