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[jenioctavia]

So this is what happened.

I was attempting to reinstall some stuff I needed for school, namely Raptor SmallBASIC and, because the system restore returned it to the crappy 30 day trial, Microsoft Office. As I was doing these things, I suddenly got a message. 'Your system is low on space. Please remove some files in order to install this product.'

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[tacos_of_doom]

I'm still not happy about being ignored by you when I was doing my own complaining the other day. Yeah, maybe it wasn't the best thing to hear, and maybe I was complaining for the sake of it, but it hurts to be ignored by someone you care about when you've had a horrible day. or two.

Glad you found everything, though.

And I ship it.

[jenioctavia]

It's totally shippable.

I get that. One thing in my defense, though? Anything I would have/could have said likely would have come off as bitchy. Not just because I was feeling so worn down and horrid, but because it kind of felt like you were trying to start a pissing contest just because I mentioned I got up at 7. I know now that probably wasn't the case, but right then that's how it felt.

But I am sorry that I ignored you.

[tacos_of_doom]

That wasn't the case at all. I try really hard not to complain, and if I do anyway, then, well, fuck it, I'm sorry. But when I DO complain ... mrgh.

I wasn't happy. I'm a little better now, but I'm still not happy. And I don't like that one of the people I'd HOPE would put up with my bitching ignored me when I was. If I'm totally wrong about that, then fine, I won't expect anything, but fuck it all, it hurt. I still want to scream at you for it, and I know I'm probably not justified to do so in the least.

[jenioctavia]

Well... we can at least agree that we were both having a horrible time. I was trying to keep it in, you were trying to get it out, and in the end it just became a big huge mess. If I'd been honest that I wasn't feeling all that great at least then you would have known, but it was my fault for attempting to 'deal with it' on my own. I think we both have a bad habit of that.

I don't want you to be angry at me and I want to stop being upset about this whole thing. I'm not sure what else I can say about it besides "I'm sorry".

[tacos_of_doom]

><; It just hurt. I'll get over it.

In the meantime:

shipping.

[jenioctavia]

...ohhohh... that's hot. That's really, really hot.

... can I make it up to you with art? ;.;

[tacos_of_doom]

♥♥ Art is a nice bonus~

and now I really wanna play out a Gaku/Miku relationship. GDIT. IT'S SO HOT.

[jenioctavia]

... Dressingroom? 8D

[tacos_of_doom]

8D Well, vocaloidressing could use some more activity~

[jenioctavia]

Indeed it could! And I've never used Gaku there.

[tacos_of_doom]

Hmmmm~ I'd feel inclined to make another Miku account, which isn't too much of a problem. I just feel kinda weird if canhasleekplz, who is with roadrollered, suddenly got with imitation_black in a dressing room setting ...

And then since leekspinny might be hooking up with merines_guard in 8_dressing, I kinda wanna leave her open.

Augh, me and my weird. [has no problem making another Miku account for this, obviously]

[jenioctavia]

I could too, actually, since Dive Gaku is with Dive Luka. Plus I only came up with imitation_black because I couldn't think of a better name at the time. There IS an Imitation Black Len in the DR, so it would be kind of odd to come in to the DR with that name and not have him be the actual PV version.

So. New journals y/n/pie?

[tacos_of_doom]

new journals and Gaku/Miku, y/pie.

[jenioctavia]

PIE!

Also Miku/Walter. <3

[tacos_of_doom]

I MADE SOME IN CLASS LAST WEEK.

THEY'RE SO CUTE AND WE DON'T KNOW HOW IT HAPPENED. D: She wore him down with adorable. Well, in IM. In infinity, they really haven't done much other than Wally comforting her when she had a bad dream about disappearance, since I was watching one too many PVs of Disappearance of Hatsune Miku at the time. :D;;; w-whoops.

Also, I'm totally tempted to make a Higo Sai!Miku and punt her into VocaDR.

[jenioctavia]

Doeeeet. I need to make me Higo girls. And guy.

Wally is wonderful. I think Rina may actually be breaking him. But he's kind of breaking Rina so it all works out!