damnit
Why can't I ever seem to just...fuckin...quit it?
I am a glutton for it, I guess. It isn't even about what makes me happy anymore, not really. It's about what keeps me even remotely interested in getting up tomorrow. I don't see anything of interest on the horizon, so I keep creating drama where it doesn't really need to exist. It's fucking retarded, is what it is. And yet I can't seem to QUIT it.
I am a glutton for it, I guess. It isn't even about what makes me happy anymore, not really. It's about what keeps me even remotely interested in getting up tomorrow. I don't see anything of interest on the horizon, so I keep creating drama where it doesn't really need to exist. It's fucking retarded, is what it is. And yet I can't seem to QUIT it.