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It's almost 4 in the morning and I have to get up in 4 hours.. yet I can't sleep.. these thoughts are just swimming up there in my head having the time of their lives, and apparently they don't want to get out of the pool anytime soon.
I was thinking the other day about life and for those who know me, I analyzed it quite too much. Life's weird to begin with anyway.. it's simply the matter of being alive or dead. It's rather interesting because I really don't look at what I DID in life, but if I was happy in the end. However, I obviously look at things that made me happy and I cherish every moment of it and it plays like a record machine in the back of my head when I'm feeling low.
It's somewhat bizarre that when you're dead, all that really doesn't matter anymore.
but at least I'll die with a smile on my face, hopefully.
Thank you for making me smile, but most of all--
thank you for showing me the true definition of happiness.
I was thinking the other day about life and for those who know me, I analyzed it quite too much. Life's weird to begin with anyway.. it's simply the matter of being alive or dead. It's rather interesting because I really don't look at what I DID in life, but if I was happy in the end. However, I obviously look at things that made me happy and I cherish every moment of it and it plays like a record machine in the back of my head when I'm feeling low.
It's somewhat bizarre that when you're dead, all that really doesn't matter anymore.
but at least I'll die with a smile on my face, hopefully.
Thank you for making me smile, but most of all--
thank you for showing me the true definition of happiness.