Dec 16, 2003 22:48
It's one of those crappy days..
Having insufficient money through college is the worse.. it puts you on this emotional roller coaster and it makes you completely vulnerable when you're talking to someone..
you can't even have a decent conversation with family problems lingering in your head and before you know it, you get all splotchy after crying so much-- holding it all in while talking to someone on the computer..
It's completely frustrating.. as much as I want a job.. my time schedule won't allow it.. playing sports takes up so much time.. I have sparse time for myself so let alone can I hold a job..
this truly sucks
I haven't cried that much in a while. I definitely FEEL splotchy and LOOK splotchy.