The silence..

[jenibenii]

I think I've gotten so used to not saying anything that even though I want to I just can't write anything. Even besides here, I can't write my stories, I can't write any sort of poem or things like I used to. I know the silence probably makes it seem like... I dunno, I can't even speculate. Part of it is the conditioning to not say what's on my mind, the other part is fear of what will come of me saying things.

I can guess what you're thinking... I wish I could.

I feel like I'm broken.