FUCK!

[jeni_bear]

you know you fucking suck when you cry for 2 hours straight
when you can't stop thinkin about him
when all you want is for him to forgive you
when you woould give your life making it up to him
when all you have is him close to you
when you have these dumbass regets and stupid mistakes you didn't have to make
when all you want is to hear him say "i know" when you tell him you love him
when everything works out perfectly for you
when everything is the way it was
when he finds out he is/always will be your hero
when you can't stop thining about him
when you really can't eat or sleep without himn
when all you want is to hear his voice
when all you need is to know that he is happy and not being fucked with
when all you want is him... and nothing but him and you couldn't survive with anything else
when you know you love him and no one else and there will never be anyone else who can fill yours heart the way he does... thats how you know its love..

you know its love ........ and you fucked it up and you know that no matter how far life takes you. you will do all in ur power to get him back and you won't fuck around and you can't hide it anymore.. you know its love
and thats how i feel.. i love christopher andrew mcalpine and i always will... now and forever