Ghadrr?
"He's going to be okay, isn't he?"
"Life... is a cookie..."
This passed week, I've learned, well, a lot. I've learned that I hate the process of getting to know new people. It's much easier to make friends than it is to make a date. And random people you don't know kind of suck balls.
Reoccurring themes: People are into me one second and then not into me the next (with no turning back), I'm a terrible liar, and I beat myself up too much over the most retarded things.
All the embarrassing, confusing, retarded crap that I've let fester the passed couple days, I've decided to just chuck out the window onto the grill of a semi moving at 65 mph. *splat* I washeth my hands of it! These things are so confusing that I haven't the energy to even try to explain in a lj post. So, if you have no idea what's going on, which you probably don't, it's okay. Maybe I'll explain someday. But this is more for me to hammer into my brain that I'm done with it.
Maybe there's hope for me, maybe there's not, but today, I just don't give a fuck.
But tomorrow... no, fuck tomorrow! Today, I'm not going to think about tomorrow. And now I'm off to live in today.
"What's with you today?"
"What's with today, today?"
"Life... is a cookie..."
This passed week, I've learned, well, a lot. I've learned that I hate the process of getting to know new people. It's much easier to make friends than it is to make a date. And random people you don't know kind of suck balls.
Reoccurring themes: People are into me one second and then not into me the next (with no turning back), I'm a terrible liar, and I beat myself up too much over the most retarded things.
All the embarrassing, confusing, retarded crap that I've let fester the passed couple days, I've decided to just chuck out the window onto the grill of a semi moving at 65 mph. *splat* I washeth my hands of it! These things are so confusing that I haven't the energy to even try to explain in a lj post. So, if you have no idea what's going on, which you probably don't, it's okay. Maybe I'll explain someday. But this is more for me to hammer into my brain that I'm done with it.
Maybe there's hope for me, maybe there's not, but today, I just don't give a fuck.
But tomorrow... no, fuck tomorrow! Today, I'm not going to think about tomorrow. And now I'm off to live in today.
"What's with you today?"
"What's with today, today?"