Dec 14, 2003 13:42
im an idiot.. enough said about that
me and my mom hung out a lot today.. its great when were like the way we were today... bestfriends. she told me her fantasy is to be able to drive a cop car down peoria street as fast as she can with the lights on... i laughed for about 20 min.
Ever had that feeling where u want to hunch up in a ball and absolutly die.
yep... thats how i feel.
stale cigarrette taste still lingers in my mouth... how discusting...
the dumb things we do when we are slightly under the influence.
oh the dumb things....
I wish I was secure with my self. I wish i didnt crave attention. I wish i didnt take things to heart.
me and my mom christmas shopped today for like 4 hours getting absolutly nothing accomplished it was terrible. but i did get a new set of markers.
i went out for breakfast with my mom... i ordered lunch and didnt eat any of it. it sits in my fridge... that will be my dinnerr
I havn't showered yet today. i really should but i really dont feel like it.
I cant wait for tony to get done with my cds