Dec 12, 2003 18:21
today i was in a super weird mood...
im not even sure anyone noticed...
i was "lifeguarding" today for mr urbanowski's chemistry class and i just stared into the water... in to the waves and thought about a lot of shit... there was noone around me it felt like...
then the next period itold sister i didnt feel well so i didnt have to watch that awful abortion moive... i understand abortion is wrong and i dont need a sicko movie to tell me... i dont mean it that way.. i just understand that abortion is wrong and i would of gotten up set watching that movie...
i'm going to the game tonight... then probably watching pirates of the caribbean.. i love that moive... i love johnny depp... i love long hair.
today a lot of people have made me feel liek shit, i guess i've just been taking things the wrong way...
The ymca is really slow on fridays so work was super slow... it felt like it just drug on. this guy wo totally cut open his finger.. whom don treally know at all... is going to e-mail me pictures of his finger because it is SOOO gross that he thinks i should see it.
i dont nkow i wish i could find someone to figure me out.. that i could open up to and they loved to hear about it and felt like they could solve everything...
........
.............
................ i need a gardian angel....
I'm going to get ready for the game... i dont even know why im going its puntum county and if we lose it will be pathetic...