its been awhile

[jengenn]

so im really sick. like...throwing up everywhere sick. and you know what. nothing says attractive like that does. but mostly it sucks. i hurt cus im hungry and then i throw which hurts too. and then eating makes me feel ewwww. For instance today i bit into a hotdog which reminded of dead flesh. and then i tired chicken which remind of scales and muscles. this was topped off by my room mate cracking a miller lite, at which point i ran to the bathroom and promptly gave my tiolet head. apparantly it was having needs, that i was not fulfilling.

but life updated. vd is looming and im actually single. whoah. by choice. which is nice. i have obligation to anyone or anything. except due to said sickness i would probably write a blank check to anyone to rub my belly or back. gently. (gently being the keyword)