Nov 29, 2005 09:38
i told my first boyfriend. that no. i wouldn't sleep w. him, until we got married. i was 13. we broke 2 wks later, after he discovered another girl at our school who does. the next yr, i was rumored to be the blowjob queen. funny enough, i didnt even do the act, until school let out for summer that year.
i also left NC and my then lover boy for TX, leaving telling that yes i loved, but we should probably see other ppl and stay friends. i did. he didnt. that was also the year the sapphic rumors of me and BFF started. we are in fact strightly dickly. always have been. but that summer, under the radar, returned to NC. where i in fact, did have sex. how exactly does that happen?
my father. seriosly. at the same time, my father had begun dating Trac; my step-mom. i swear to god. the only reason they got married was b/c of me. b/c i helped my father hit that. he needed advice i gave it to me. now for the good and relevant part. one day im driving w. my dad. and he says to me, knowing that im going to see my boyfriend of year, in 2 days. "we need to talk about sex." me: "okay..umm..i planning on waiting till marriage." him: "you know you don't have to." me: "im waiting till marriage" the rest of that conversation is completely irrelevant.
after that conversation, i really did start considering my sexual options. (i wasnt that innocence, yess..maybe i could have sex. maybe now was the time.)
i will spare you the detials of how it went down. but in the next 3 yrs. i broke up w. burn A's v-card. and that is how you go from innocent to slutty in less than 3 yrs.