to do or not to do...impact?
Just kidding, I probably will do impact. For those of you who don't know what that is..im just rambling.
Im not really getting anything out of CNU guard anymore, other than hanging out with some of my friends. But I want indoor guard to make me better, so that's why I want to do impact. Not that CNU is bad, impact is just a more challenging program and im definately ready for that. But then I think about the drama of the party...that I went to...and im like wow, I have enough drama at CNU! People need to stay out of MY BUIS. K thanks. So...there are moments of uncertainty. But Im sure we all go through that when faced with a decision...especially a color guard one.
I also don't know if I will "fit" in with the other guard as well as I did when I first joined CNU (save a few individuals who did not like me...bahaha). Impact is already a close knit group, and whenever im around them I feel part of it..but also severly disconnected. What a paradox for the ages! Maybe it's because some of them have been friends for a while, who knows. I just don't want to always feel on that way. Those are the only two problems I see as of now though...because I really want to do it! spin spin spin yay.
It's also nice not being captain, because I don't always have to be nice to people that bug me. Ashley does..haha, sucker. Even though Jen did take me aside at band camp and explain that my "sarcasm" is not "understood" by the new freshman, and I may come off as mean. Well that is "interesting" and I will surely "take that into consideration."
Forks
In other news...today at the DSU a table was set up dedicated to this guy who can apparently bend things with his mind. One of those things being forks. On the table the people had a bunch of forks bent into bracelets. I took one. Not that I beleive that the guy can do that...but I wanted the fork. It wouldn't fit me though...I tried to bend it myself but those forks are resistant to change.
the end.