Jan 08, 2004 09:03
Hello there journal.
It seems that when I try and help people out, it ususally ends up blowing up in my face.
I think i should lay low for a few days. I always seem to mess things up, even when I have good intentions.
The thing is, he has such a good heart and I feel really bad for him, he told me his life story the other day and all I have to say is "WOW!!" simply amazing. For someone to have gone through what he went through and still come out ahead baffles me. I want to help him because he really wants to be freinds with her again, but he doesnt know what he did wrong for her to dislike him. I told him last night that she wants space. He said that he hasnt talked to her in a while and he told me that he is not going to again, unless she contacts him, which im not sure if it is going to happen or not. Oh well, it will all work out how it is sappose to in the end. It just makes me sad because they are both good people and the way he talks about her and the way he said they use to hang out makes me want to fix things.
What I need to do is mind my own buisness. I always mess things up when i try and help.
I am going to stay away from the computer for a while, it only has gotten me in trouble and I managed to mess things up even more for him, even though I was trying to help.
Goodbye Journal,
I'll talk to you in a while.
Love Jen