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pulire la pagina, il giorno luminoso<--- im thinking of making this my first tattoo. Its italian for clean page,sunnyday.
I feel like this summer I need to get my life started.
Im in a new place. geographically that is, and well I guess with things not working out in the coast guard either im in a new career place. Just basically I have all of the resources around me to start fresh. And get things kick started.
I am working around 40-45 hours a week now....not including the two hours of commuting a day along side. But I guess if it makes money....Ide like to maybe get a second job as well. HOPEFULLY!.
But Yeah, so the coast guard probably isnt happening,,,im in the process of communicating with our congressman, and well hes doing his best. I feel like im pulling the V-card here...but it seems like the political system doesnt take me seriously because im 20. They know im 20...and It seems like they arent taking my issue seriously because they have better things to do.
Anyways, Ive been venturing off as much as possable. But with my rough start to the summer,...being sick,broken car, and no future in any shape or form in a government job,,....Im trying to make the best of what I DO have.
It seems like Im being forced to appreciate things this way. That something in my life needs to be put in focus because everything else has been blurred out.
we'll see...maybe I will figure it out.
Another note. I have been giving him a second chance. :x I dont know if I should....Im feeling it out. But for the sake of closure I feel like its necessary to do so.
I feel like this summer I need to get my life started.
Im in a new place. geographically that is, and well I guess with things not working out in the coast guard either im in a new career place. Just basically I have all of the resources around me to start fresh. And get things kick started.
I am working around 40-45 hours a week now....not including the two hours of commuting a day along side. But I guess if it makes money....Ide like to maybe get a second job as well. HOPEFULLY!.
But Yeah, so the coast guard probably isnt happening,,,im in the process of communicating with our congressman, and well hes doing his best. I feel like im pulling the V-card here...but it seems like the political system doesnt take me seriously because im 20. They know im 20...and It seems like they arent taking my issue seriously because they have better things to do.
Anyways, Ive been venturing off as much as possable. But with my rough start to the summer,...being sick,broken car, and no future in any shape or form in a government job,,....Im trying to make the best of what I DO have.
It seems like Im being forced to appreciate things this way. That something in my life needs to be put in focus because everything else has been blurred out.
we'll see...maybe I will figure it out.
Another note. I have been giving him a second chance. :x I dont know if I should....Im feeling it out. But for the sake of closure I feel like its necessary to do so.