Aug 15, 2003 21:55
Sorority pre-recruitment is underway full force. Wow, I forgot how maddening it is to be in a house filled w/ oppinionated women!!! ugh! I love my sisters, I wouldn't put everything I do into my chapter if I didn't. but I am seriously ready to cause much much pain! Now you all know me, or at least I hope you do since you read my journal...I am a pretty easy going, nice, fun to be around person, or so i've been told..maybe they lied to me, I dunno. So anywyas...also if you know me you know that one of the worst things in the world you can do to me is to disrespect me, that really really makes me mad! Well some of my sisters aren't so good at the respect thing. So over the past three days I've had to start coming down on them...well at least i thought i was. I seriously thought i was being so mean that they were going to hate me....and you know what....i had sisters come up to me today and tell me i was too nice!!! i couldn't believe it! i thought i was being horrible, i thought i was being hateful and demanding, and they tell me i'm too nice! I don't know if i will ever be able to be what they would consider mean. I guess that's not really a bad thing. I mean i'm not letting people walk all over me and i'm not letting people get away with things they shouldn't, but i'm not being a tyrant either. hmm....any thoughts?
bonus is my back doesn't hurt too too bad. it gets a little sore if i stand up too long, but my roomies have been great. dawn carried my heavy suitcase for me and they wont let me lift anything or move anything heavy. they dont' even like it if i bend to pick up trash. I hate that i have to live this way, i'm only 21 for heavens sake, but this is the hand i was dealt...i'll make it work.
so anyways, i'm beat and my girl Dana from home (she's transfering to UCF to play softball) wont be here for another hour or two....and i have no idea where my roommates are right now. guess i'll see them when they get here. anyways...peace out kids, holla if you need me!