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[jenevieve]

i need to start caring about things
it seems like my motto this past summer has been "meh whatever"
in a way it's alright cause at least my anxiety is under control but in another way i really don't care about anything
i want to rid myself of responsibilities
i want to fly by the seam of my pants
and it's just come to a point where i realize i can't always be like that
i have to put a cap on this free spiritedness of mine
i always used to wish a while back that i would care less about the little things but now it seems i don't even really care much about the larger things

i do care about the fact that colleen and i are talking again
it's like a weight has been lifted and that everything is going to be alright now
even more so than before
i just want to chill and have tea
and talk forever about all the things we've missed out on together

it's been nice having jen around lately
she's such a nice breath of fresh air around this house
her and her wonderful bags and scrapbooks and tons of stories

i want to have a summer sisters reunion
i think it's something we need