Apr 14, 2007 00:07
why can I not just have a good thing and keep it and never ever go away.
I never thought he would make me cry. Guess maybe I am still naive. This sucks.
What's next? I feel like I am not good enough. That I will never be good enough for someone. I just want him to say, You are perfect, I wouldn't change a thing, and there is no other girl for me better than you. Tomorrow maybe I will know if its over. And I am very scared.
In other news I see Mae tomorrow. They always seem to come the day after something bad happens in my life. Perfect timing I guess, to cheer me up just a little...