Facing the inevitable
So Tomorrow, actually today I have to go in for surgery and have my wisdom teeth removed. I'm feeling some anxiety and some unease but it should go well, I hope. I stayed out a bit later then usual tonight, actually alot later then usual tonight so that I could enjoy a few extra hours before I had to face the music. I kind of regret it now because I wouldn't mind having gotten some extra sleep and a meal before I could no longer eat or drink anything, and more importantly because I missed the chance to talk to my beautiful girlfriend, I would call her but I'm sure shes trying to sleep. I know she'll read this so I just want to say "I love you, and I appreciate you. And I'm sorry I missed this chance to talk to you, but that I'll do my best to make it up to you, by calling you tomorrow. Even now I miss you but I know your out there and that you care, and that you know I care, and if I need to feel closer to you I can just look to this journal we share, and I can feel our love." sorry if thats kind of sappy everyone but I feel kind of emotional right now. So umm yeah now that I've made an ass of myself I think its time I go to bed.