intrigued
so sometimes i wonder where friendships go--do they just fade away because they were never true...or because one person was and the other wasn't? i am saddened, yet intrigued, by some of the individuals who have seemingly walked out of my life...who knows, maybe they are thinking the same about me...
it needs to stop raining--it's breaking me. today i was semi-productive...still have tons to do before i'll allow myself to go to sleep so i'm just writing real fast; i'm attempting to write at least a little something five days a week.
let's see, what else? i guess just that i really miss feeling needed/depended upon. sure, i feel that way with the job and all, but i really just would like to take care of someone again. must be the ol biological clock ticking...hehe...
anyways, i may write more later tonite, but right now i'm kind of just blah.
nite
j
it needs to stop raining--it's breaking me. today i was semi-productive...still have tons to do before i'll allow myself to go to sleep so i'm just writing real fast; i'm attempting to write at least a little something five days a week.
let's see, what else? i guess just that i really miss feeling needed/depended upon. sure, i feel that way with the job and all, but i really just would like to take care of someone again. must be the ol biological clock ticking...hehe...
anyways, i may write more later tonite, but right now i'm kind of just blah.
nite
j