I am the luckiest (Ben Folds)
I am the luckiest.
Right now I fell so alive. I really do. I know that I have so many wonderful things in my life, and that I should never ever feel sorry for myself again. I have the cutest, sweetest, funniest, smartest, lovliest and most wonderful boyfriend in town, and I couldn't be happier.
Even though my mom lives a million miles away. She's still here. She's in my heart and she's only a phone call away. She will always be here for me and I know that. Not everyone is that lucky.
I have a great father. We don't have the greatest relationship - yet - but I'm working on it, and I really believe he is too. He is such a hard worker and gives me so much that I don't think I desearve all the time, but he still does it.
I have the most awesome apartment ever! I am smiling right now as I type this. I can't believe I can be so selfish, so pathetic sometimes to sit in this lovely place and cry and feel sorry for myself sometimes. I hope it doesn't happen again, because there is no reason for it. I have what I've always wanted. Well, almost, pretty damn close, and it can only get closer and closer each day.
I have my apartment decorated my way. It looks good. It looks classy, up beat, and neat. It's well kept, and everyone that comes over thinks so. And that really makes me happy. I take pride in what I do and what I have, and I am very proud of my own place. He he, well, Adam and I's place, that is. Nothing makes me happier to come home after a long day at work and just look around, look at my place, tidy it up a bit, and just relax in it.
So, ya, back to having almost everything I ever wanted. I have a loving and great family and a good relationship with someone who I am completely in love with. We know what we what out of life and both plan on getting it, or doing it, rather, together all the way. Now, all I have to do, is live. Graduate, maybe, ha ha, yes, definately, and get a "real" job. Then, start my own family, but man, that's so far away. I just wanna live, be with my family and friends and enjoy being here. Enjoy the good people of this world and contribute something.
That's all for now. I need to shower before my baba gets home. We're having an us night. I love those. Adios.
Right now I fell so alive. I really do. I know that I have so many wonderful things in my life, and that I should never ever feel sorry for myself again. I have the cutest, sweetest, funniest, smartest, lovliest and most wonderful boyfriend in town, and I couldn't be happier.
Even though my mom lives a million miles away. She's still here. She's in my heart and she's only a phone call away. She will always be here for me and I know that. Not everyone is that lucky.
I have a great father. We don't have the greatest relationship - yet - but I'm working on it, and I really believe he is too. He is such a hard worker and gives me so much that I don't think I desearve all the time, but he still does it.
I have the most awesome apartment ever! I am smiling right now as I type this. I can't believe I can be so selfish, so pathetic sometimes to sit in this lovely place and cry and feel sorry for myself sometimes. I hope it doesn't happen again, because there is no reason for it. I have what I've always wanted. Well, almost, pretty damn close, and it can only get closer and closer each day.
I have my apartment decorated my way. It looks good. It looks classy, up beat, and neat. It's well kept, and everyone that comes over thinks so. And that really makes me happy. I take pride in what I do and what I have, and I am very proud of my own place. He he, well, Adam and I's place, that is. Nothing makes me happier to come home after a long day at work and just look around, look at my place, tidy it up a bit, and just relax in it.
So, ya, back to having almost everything I ever wanted. I have a loving and great family and a good relationship with someone who I am completely in love with. We know what we what out of life and both plan on getting it, or doing it, rather, together all the way. Now, all I have to do, is live. Graduate, maybe, ha ha, yes, definately, and get a "real" job. Then, start my own family, but man, that's so far away. I just wanna live, be with my family and friends and enjoy being here. Enjoy the good people of this world and contribute something.
That's all for now. I need to shower before my baba gets home. We're having an us night. I love those. Adios.