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Baby Zoey is doing really well. Keeping mommy up all night, but she is so cute that I can't be mad at her.
Me on the other hand, I'm just trying to hold up. Yesterday I cried for 2 hours straight. I was trying to stay away from everyone so they wouldn't see me. I just kept thinking of some things. I have such a beautiful daughter, but I don't have a family. I don't have the one thing I really want. I don't have someone to hold me and tell me they love me. I give so much and get nothing left in return. I look at Zoey and cry because she reminds me of him and how we used to be. I want that all back, but he doesn't. He is off dating other people while I am here still thinking of him.
I don't know. I am just an emmotional wreck right now and I'm sorry.
Me on the other hand, I'm just trying to hold up. Yesterday I cried for 2 hours straight. I was trying to stay away from everyone so they wouldn't see me. I just kept thinking of some things. I have such a beautiful daughter, but I don't have a family. I don't have the one thing I really want. I don't have someone to hold me and tell me they love me. I give so much and get nothing left in return. I look at Zoey and cry because she reminds me of him and how we used to be. I want that all back, but he doesn't. He is off dating other people while I am here still thinking of him.
I don't know. I am just an emmotional wreck right now and I'm sorry.