trapped

[jenebeast]

once again my parents screwed me over and decided to treat me like a little kid again. I guess they decided it just wasn't a good idea for me to go to Palm Springs tonight. I mean, there ARE going to be boys present. Boys and girls having a fun time together WITHOUT having drunken sex?? that's unheard of! i'm so pissed. so once again, I'm home tonight. I went to the library and checked out 3 books and my mom asks why. why? because I'm stuck in this fucking house all summer. with no friends nearby. and when I do have plans to see friends, it's just not a good idea. it just means something shady's going down. I'm sick of feeling like I'm back in high school again. I'm sick of feeling like I have to lie or that I have to be extra careful with what I do because my parents are so suspicious. I don't like lying, but if it's the only way for me to do things, then it's just gonna have to happen.

ok I'm off to read Tuesdays With Morrie. fun!