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Have you ever written a journal entry being completely cracked out? I have. Well, it feels like I have.
I've had a migraine since 10.30 this morning and if you look at the time at the top of this page you'll see that its almost 10PM. Thats right. I want to kill myself right now. But I wont because I want to go to Berlin in May.
This migraine has really messed me up. I havent stopped shaking all day, I feel like Courtney Love waiting for her next hit.
I'm so spaced out right now I cant even concentrate on anything. You should have seen me try to talk on the phones at work today. I couldnt even remember what I was supposed to say to the customers. It was horrible. I hope this goes away soon.
My fish was constipated last night and kept floating to the top of the fish tank. I fed him peas, he's alright now. I think he thinks that he's a dolphin cus he keeps jumping up and down; not cus he wants to get out, but cus he just wants to do it. Its kinda funny watching him.
So on the bottle of Excedrine it says to not take more than 2 pills in 24 hours. I've taken 6. I hope its not a bad thing. But I am used to overdosing. One of the ladies I work with today saw that I took a few pills too many and said "Wont that hurt your stomach?" and I said "I dont care, as long as this headache goes away."
Well I should probably go since I cant really think straight right now and I cant really type cus of all the shaking.
Thanks for reading! Hope my next one is a little more comprehensible!
I've had a migraine since 10.30 this morning and if you look at the time at the top of this page you'll see that its almost 10PM. Thats right. I want to kill myself right now. But I wont because I want to go to Berlin in May.
This migraine has really messed me up. I havent stopped shaking all day, I feel like Courtney Love waiting for her next hit.
I'm so spaced out right now I cant even concentrate on anything. You should have seen me try to talk on the phones at work today. I couldnt even remember what I was supposed to say to the customers. It was horrible. I hope this goes away soon.
My fish was constipated last night and kept floating to the top of the fish tank. I fed him peas, he's alright now. I think he thinks that he's a dolphin cus he keeps jumping up and down; not cus he wants to get out, but cus he just wants to do it. Its kinda funny watching him.
So on the bottle of Excedrine it says to not take more than 2 pills in 24 hours. I've taken 6. I hope its not a bad thing. But I am used to overdosing. One of the ladies I work with today saw that I took a few pills too many and said "Wont that hurt your stomach?" and I said "I dont care, as long as this headache goes away."
Well I should probably go since I cant really think straight right now and I cant really type cus of all the shaking.
Thanks for reading! Hope my next one is a little more comprehensible!