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At the moment i'm enjoying a nice bowl of ice cream with crumbs of fortune cookies on top.
i decided to add the fortune cookies because i thought.
i thought maybe adding them, and eating them, would give me good luck for the next few weeks to come.
make these next few weeks and days fun for me and full of surprises.
good luck not bad.
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ya i've been distant lately.
not so much but some
i've tried keeping on the down low.
noticing my suroundings.
try to listen to what people have to say.
figuring out what things mean when before i couldn't understand them.
realizing what's happened.what will happen. and what could happen
i've become smarter
not nessacarily in acedemics.
i've become a smarter person overall
im quick on my feet
i realize things
realize some people are just pretending.
pretending to be friends with you. pretending to laugh. pretending to be something.
but no ones fooling me.
cause im smart
i notice when this is going on around me.
oh yes, these performers think they've covered it up so well with their acting skills but really. it shows.
being distant was a plus for me.
but i realize that besides the good things that may come out of it, you always have the bad.
i've had time to think things over. some things i have already thought out and i'm done with,
but with others it takes SO much more time to figure out.
to plan your actions ahead of time.
to figure out the best way to do something, so that you have ---mostly--- good outcomes.
its hard.
but i think im starting to fix things
make my life sort of.. better?...
be more social. not as content.
try as hard as you can to be the center of attention with out looking like a pathetic loser,
why be the center? ... because if you don't put yourself out there, lay way you have on the table,
no one will notice you. so show them what you've got.
that's what i've learned.
somethings haven't cleared up yet.
sometimes you can't always have what you want.
you have to accept that somethings were meant to happen the way the did or will happen.
because even though it may not seem right to you, put yourself in the other person's shoes.
it's right. right for them. you can try fighting all you want. the outcome is most likely not to change.
deal with it and move on.
)()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()(
sometimes knowing to much can hurt you.
i have tons. i mean TONS of things i've held inside me. other people's secrets and secrets of my own
when you know stuff you want to do something about it .
but you cant cause you are going to cause yourself trouble.
I've learned to try
try m hardest at anything and everything i do.
my birthday will be a blast.
you should be starting to see a new and improved me.
so get use to it.
love you! =) and enjoy.
the new jen.
i decided to add the fortune cookies because i thought.
i thought maybe adding them, and eating them, would give me good luck for the next few weeks to come.
make these next few weeks and days fun for me and full of surprises.
good luck not bad.
)()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()(
ya i've been distant lately.
not so much but some
i've tried keeping on the down low.
noticing my suroundings.
try to listen to what people have to say.
figuring out what things mean when before i couldn't understand them.
realizing what's happened.what will happen. and what could happen
i've become smarter
not nessacarily in acedemics.
i've become a smarter person overall
im quick on my feet
i realize things
realize some people are just pretending.
pretending to be friends with you. pretending to laugh. pretending to be something.
but no ones fooling me.
cause im smart
i notice when this is going on around me.
oh yes, these performers think they've covered it up so well with their acting skills but really. it shows.
being distant was a plus for me.
but i realize that besides the good things that may come out of it, you always have the bad.
i've had time to think things over. some things i have already thought out and i'm done with,
but with others it takes SO much more time to figure out.
to plan your actions ahead of time.
to figure out the best way to do something, so that you have ---mostly--- good outcomes.
its hard.
but i think im starting to fix things
make my life sort of.. better?...
be more social. not as content.
try as hard as you can to be the center of attention with out looking like a pathetic loser,
why be the center? ... because if you don't put yourself out there, lay way you have on the table,
no one will notice you. so show them what you've got.
that's what i've learned.
somethings haven't cleared up yet.
sometimes you can't always have what you want.
you have to accept that somethings were meant to happen the way the did or will happen.
because even though it may not seem right to you, put yourself in the other person's shoes.
it's right. right for them. you can try fighting all you want. the outcome is most likely not to change.
deal with it and move on.
)()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()(
sometimes knowing to much can hurt you.
i have tons. i mean TONS of things i've held inside me. other people's secrets and secrets of my own
when you know stuff you want to do something about it .
but you cant cause you are going to cause yourself trouble.
I've learned to try
try m hardest at anything and everything i do.
my birthday will be a blast.
you should be starting to see a new and improved me.
so get use to it.
love you! =) and enjoy.
the new jen.