Jun 24, 2003 14:07
so right now i'm here at work, filling out new forms to get some new products. god i can't belive i get paid 9.50 for hardly doing shit. this is great. except my dad gives me twice as much as this job pays, but my dad says if i don't work he'll stop giving me money. oh god........ i still have a major headache from taking all that ritaline or ridiline or whatever. i called in sick monday but i am ok and i never died, never went to the hospital. people call me stupid and stuff and tell me it's impossible to get to met johnny knoxville and maybe even work with him. but if i want it bad enough i will. everyone wants to do something it's just not as hard as what i want.
so me and david are over for good, i told me yesterday that i don't want him to ruin what he has with amanda, and he wants to be friends but it's hard for me. ryan means way too much to me anyway to fuck around with david. david acts like a child :/ god well i gotta get back to this thing i call a life. HA!