Looking up, looking ahead....
Today has been one of the better days in a long time. I'm not sure exactly how I can express today -- best to sum it up would be to say, "I feel like me again."
Not the best way to put it; but I guess what I mean is I'm feeling more like "me" -- as I used to be, way back when -- than in a long time. Hopefully, just maybe, things are beginning to click again after such a long period of so many uphevals and stress. A new job, and best of all, a job working with one of my very best friends and someone I trust utterly. A job where I'm not in a "traditional office" environment (something I'd experienced a certain degree of anxiety about, coming back into a corporate environment after so long from working in Boston with my ex, and then working from home here in Atlanta) and I'd been dreading not being my own boss anymore. But, I'll be working out of Beth's home, we'll be sharing an office -- something we both enjoy. We've worked together several times in the past and we know we make a good team. This is such a sense of security (on emotional levels) for me but it also presents an exciting new challenge, in learning the ins and outs of the Mortgage Processing business and the challenge of being a minor partner in a young, thriving business.
I hope it works out. But as we've said, we won't know until we try it!!
Now, if only I can get other things under control. But, I'm trying to keep on being honest with myself and take it one day at a time and handle things in the best way I know how.
Not the best way to put it; but I guess what I mean is I'm feeling more like "me" -- as I used to be, way back when -- than in a long time. Hopefully, just maybe, things are beginning to click again after such a long period of so many uphevals and stress. A new job, and best of all, a job working with one of my very best friends and someone I trust utterly. A job where I'm not in a "traditional office" environment (something I'd experienced a certain degree of anxiety about, coming back into a corporate environment after so long from working in Boston with my ex, and then working from home here in Atlanta) and I'd been dreading not being my own boss anymore. But, I'll be working out of Beth's home, we'll be sharing an office -- something we both enjoy. We've worked together several times in the past and we know we make a good team. This is such a sense of security (on emotional levels) for me but it also presents an exciting new challenge, in learning the ins and outs of the Mortgage Processing business and the challenge of being a minor partner in a young, thriving business.
I hope it works out. But as we've said, we won't know until we try it!!
Now, if only I can get other things under control. But, I'm trying to keep on being honest with myself and take it one day at a time and handle things in the best way I know how.