Oct 07, 2001 21:11
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am soooooooooo stressed out about my exams. I'm fine until I sit still for more than five minutes and then I feel sick. This all might sound a bit meldodramatic, but passing these exams is the difference between being a trainee and being fully qualified, the difference between being skint and being reasonably well off, the difference between finding a new job being relatively easy or being more complicated. Well, whatever. People at work have done my head in so much this week there is no WAY I'm staying there much past Christmas. They've taken me for granted for just that little bit too long now. Keep trying to read my law books but it's just stressing me out even more. Oh, right, ten more things I haven't got a clue about and fuck all time to learn them. Whoopee!!
Hmm....chill woman, chill. Had a great night with Ed yesterday, which was something. But not enough to calm my nerves. Work tomorrow and I sooo don't want to be there.
Need to snap out of this, it's ridiculous.