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I’m frustrated. I can’t understand it. I put my heart and soul into something because I think it’s not enough, and then it ends up being too much. Things aren’t right. Hopefully they will be soon. I’m stressed out. Too many tears today. Tomorrow has to be better. I don’t know what to change. I want things to be different, but I don’t know how. I’m confused. Then sad. Then angry, but only at myself. When I feel like I’m losing something, I hold on tighter, but then it runs away from me again. I can’t wait for Christmas break.