Feb 05, 2004 20:54
Blah today i stayed home from school. And i wasnt even so i could go have fun like it usually is, i felt so phreakin discusted this morning. I like felt all nastified n shit it was pretty discusting. Plus i was tired as fuck bc my brother decided to keep me my other brother and his gf up the entire night screaming @ the top of his lungs @ his ex bc she had nobuddie. Seriously go to sleep.. it was ridiculous. I mean nothing that they couldnt talk bout in a decent hour of the day.
So yeah bout the pal incident im sooo happy that two juniors spoke out. Go guys its yur birfday. I was soo surprised that they had the balls to say shit n they did. Im just glad they realized other people were jsut as upset as me and jessica... Basically the 3 people got up and apoligized but did it in a bitch way well not all 3 of them but one of them thought it was funny? are u shitting me. W.e... im over its just dick how everyones takin there side on this whole issue ARE YOU BLIND.
So tonight my dad was nice enuf to take us all out to dinner.
He picked the outback.. it was soo nice i love my dad.. he may be eXtremly wierd (then again whose parents arent right? lol) but hes the most giving person ive ever met. He took out 7 people including himself to a place that isnt eXactly cheap.. the bill ended up being like 125 bucks.. And all bc i got a 94 on my speech. I love my dad :) But during dinner he brought up the question on whether my mom was coming to my graduation or not... and my response was i dont know is she guna wanna pay to fly down here to see it? Ugh i hate how my moms soo selfish with her money. my dad pays for everything... and i mean EVERYTHING. he pays for my car payment my brothers truck his SUV my other bros car payment all of our insurance n e of my clothes makeup hair stuff along with my brothers that live with me. He pays for Digital cable electricity water food telephone my cell phone and my brothers along with his.... EVERYTHING and then on top of that sends my toehr bro who lives in VA with my mom 100 a month.
And u wanna know what my moms payed for, for me? YEAH not jack shit. She like had the biggest fight with my dad when she found out that she was guna have to pay for us to go visit her in Va for thanksgiving. When it was HER idea to have us there?! are u serious??? i wanna hit her soo bad. I hate her so much and never wanna be like her... i just wish i never had a mom bc in reality thats eXactly what its like she doesnt help me dad pay for crap.
I hope i succeed in life jsut so when im older i can give it all back n more to my dad. Hes truly the best dad ne one could ever ask for. Im just upset i have a sucky mom behind that. She acts like shes 21 again its ridiculous. Shes almost 50 i wanna say 49 and her best friend is a 24 yr old. ARE U SERIOUS? Who hangs out with such an old woman... god ew. Alls im saying is i have the worst mom ever. And im soo Thankful for my dad bc w/o him life would be hell.I just needed to get that off my chest and woo do i feel better. Well thas i gots for right now but im shure theres more to come.. tomorrows Friday Blah Sat i got ACT's Ew...funtimes.. but hey gotta get into college somehow ;) lol well peace out kidds.. till neXt time. -jeNN