what the hell is going on
i dont even know ne more.
One day my life will seem like its going perfect. Absolutly perfect.. then tomorrow will change it all. My life is seriously a roller coaster. Ive learned sooo many new things specially just this past year. Ive learned not to trust so many people.. u never know who might turn on u. I mean i use to trust n e one and everyone but thats changed now the only person i can tell my life too and more is jt. Hes been there through it all... i dont think i can say n e one else has. I love him with all my heart. Im also learning how important friendships are.. and just having friends. I love to laugh and make people laugh.. :) So with no friends how am i suppose to do that? im not and cannot.
on another note...
Today we had a contact with out Nimitz/Jackson PALee's and my palee thinks its funny to fake trip.. poor gurl i told her not too lol i knew shed hurt herself.. shes crazy liek that... then veronica's palee wanted her to do a backhand spring... sooo my palee and all her lil friends were like yeah yeah lets go.. soo i walk out there and there mud EVERYWHERE... soo i wait on a ledge so i dont step in the dirt.. and let me remind u these kids are in 6th grade... and sooo im watchin veronica do her thang.. and all the sudden i see thing boy step in the mud and then step on my foot and pants and got mud alllll over them!! i was sooo mad and pissed off but for some reason i just laughed... and the kidd didnt even say sorry?! hello manners people.. makes me wonder what these kids parents are teachin there kids. UGH!!! lol
man this week is going to be so completly hectic
Monday- Nimitz/Jackson Contact
Tuesday- Britney's album comes out.. even tho i already got it ;) and babysitting for PTA health fair tommorrow (not shure if im going yet)
Wednesday- nothing for today prolly end up packing today
Thursday-Pinning ceremony @ alamo cafe (i-10 and wurzbach)
Friday-Ropes course
Saturday- VIRGINIA!!
man i havent even done my hw for B days and i really do not want to go. BLAH... i was totally late to my 1st period but only bc my hair turned out to be lookin like shit and jt came and slept with me :)
well thats all fur now i will prolly more later.. man i dont understand why people use cheap easyjournal when they could use livejournal.. so much better. ne ways till next time. -jeNN
One day my life will seem like its going perfect. Absolutly perfect.. then tomorrow will change it all. My life is seriously a roller coaster. Ive learned sooo many new things specially just this past year. Ive learned not to trust so many people.. u never know who might turn on u. I mean i use to trust n e one and everyone but thats changed now the only person i can tell my life too and more is jt. Hes been there through it all... i dont think i can say n e one else has. I love him with all my heart. Im also learning how important friendships are.. and just having friends. I love to laugh and make people laugh.. :) So with no friends how am i suppose to do that? im not and cannot.
on another note...
Today we had a contact with out Nimitz/Jackson PALee's and my palee thinks its funny to fake trip.. poor gurl i told her not too lol i knew shed hurt herself.. shes crazy liek that... then veronica's palee wanted her to do a backhand spring... sooo my palee and all her lil friends were like yeah yeah lets go.. soo i walk out there and there mud EVERYWHERE... soo i wait on a ledge so i dont step in the dirt.. and let me remind u these kids are in 6th grade... and sooo im watchin veronica do her thang.. and all the sudden i see thing boy step in the mud and then step on my foot and pants and got mud alllll over them!! i was sooo mad and pissed off but for some reason i just laughed... and the kidd didnt even say sorry?! hello manners people.. makes me wonder what these kids parents are teachin there kids. UGH!!! lol
man this week is going to be so completly hectic
Monday- Nimitz/Jackson Contact
Tuesday- Britney's album comes out.. even tho i already got it ;) and babysitting for PTA health fair tommorrow (not shure if im going yet)
Wednesday- nothing for today prolly end up packing today
Thursday-Pinning ceremony @ alamo cafe (i-10 and wurzbach)
Friday-Ropes course
Saturday- VIRGINIA!!
man i havent even done my hw for B days and i really do not want to go. BLAH... i was totally late to my 1st period but only bc my hair turned out to be lookin like shit and jt came and slept with me :)
well thats all fur now i will prolly more later.. man i dont understand why people use cheap easyjournal when they could use livejournal.. so much better. ne ways till next time. -jeNN