some birthday...
well yesterday was my 18th birthday... it was alright i guess... everyone wished me a happy birthday and what not which was nice.. and i love mah present from adrian lol the lil annoying tigger was sooooo fucking cute. i love adrian. And i got some cute homemade cards n such but... no one including my best friends who are suppose to be like lets do this even asked me to do n e thing... it basically made me feel like shit i just wanted to be like thanks guys.. theyd rather worry bout there other best friends or the guy that there 'in love' with. So w/e i had an alright time with jonathan... my dad took me out to outback and my brother and amanda came so that was nice.. then me and jt went to wal-mart cuz i got 100 bucks from mah dad...but then when we got backed to jt i was tired as shit so i wanted to go to sleep and he got upset with me. :(:( sooo my birthday kinda blew monkey chunks.. i just wish more people cared.. i do remember when it was my best friends bday and they were upset i did shit till they werent upset n e more.. but i guess thats where were 3 different people. it just hurts. they say they wanna do stuff and then on my own birthday they go out with other people. i dont know what to do.. i dont wanna fight ne more but how do u just shrug that off? alls i got left to say is im 18 and it feels like the same ol' shit just a different day and age. :-/ till next time....