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I love these people, and they are gone/leaving.
Cranky Matt
Sweet Shane
Amazing Jake
Silly Aria
Gorgeous Sara
Funny Clay
Cousin Hanan
Complicating Chris
and
Lovely Ariel
And by leaving, I don't mean just going to college around here. I mean long gone. I guess Jordie and I will continue to wave our friends off to college while we are stuck in a shit school until it ends up just being her and I. And maybe Haydn and Char.
I feel really weird about a lot of things right now. I am anxious and nervous with the thought of summer coming to an end. I hate when I don't know what is going on. I am suppose to go on a little vacation but I don't know any details and I don't want to take off work before I do. It makes me really anxious also. Matt and I are such opposites in what we want. He wants nothing more then someone to love him and that is the exact same thing I am scared shitless of. It's bizzare really. I don't know when exactly I came to be this.
Cranky Matt
Sweet Shane
Amazing Jake
Silly Aria
Gorgeous Sara
Funny Clay
Cousin Hanan
Complicating Chris
and
Lovely Ariel
And by leaving, I don't mean just going to college around here. I mean long gone. I guess Jordie and I will continue to wave our friends off to college while we are stuck in a shit school until it ends up just being her and I. And maybe Haydn and Char.
I feel really weird about a lot of things right now. I am anxious and nervous with the thought of summer coming to an end. I hate when I don't know what is going on. I am suppose to go on a little vacation but I don't know any details and I don't want to take off work before I do. It makes me really anxious also. Matt and I are such opposites in what we want. He wants nothing more then someone to love him and that is the exact same thing I am scared shitless of. It's bizzare really. I don't know when exactly I came to be this.