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Tomorrow is the first day of classes. I have done this whole college first day of class now three times and tomorrow will be the fourth, but I am still nervous. This semester just feels different than all the ones before. Its sorta like I have a weird feeling, like something is gonna go horrably wrong, i dont know what, just something is gonan happen. Maybe thats why I feel I should be at home, like something is gonna happen there, or maybe here, and my mind is telling me that i shouldn't be here, I dunno...maybe im just over reacting....Lets hope so.....
I am so nervous about the whole 21 credit hours. Everyone is telling me I cant do it, and i should drop a class, but all these people saying this are making me wanna do it even more. There was only one person that said I could do it......even my own dad doesnt think i will be able to do it.
This semester I think im gonna go home every couple weeks. I know for sure I want to the weekend of the 21st of Jan. cause we are celebrating birthdays on my moms side of the family. Then i know i want to go home at least one more time before i go to vegas in March, which is less than two months away. Then i will be home for a whole week, and then i only have april and a week in may, then its home for the whole summer!And i hope i can find another job. I already know i am working for parks and rec again, but im gonna need another job ovbiously, so hopefully i get lucky with a hotel again, cause that woud be perfect!
I probally should get to bed soon here since i have to get up around 9ish......
something is missing..........