Feb 12, 2004 18:30
so wow..
It's been a REALLY long time since I've written in here. like a really really long time.
Well, not much has been going on, I can just say that I can't wait until June 3rd is here.
I'm so ready to get out of Middletown High School, yeah, it sucks.
I'm really clueless about what I want to do with my life. I feel like going to college is pointless for me, but I know you need a college education to get a good job. .blah blah blah. all that good stuff. Why can't I just get paid to play my guitar? That would be perfect.
So yeah, Valentine's Day is coming up. It won't be so bad, I get to go to a wedding. That's exciting. I don't really care about having a "valentine". ( but I wouldnt mind if I did). I'm really excited to go to this wedding and see all my family. (I know, I'm a dork). Me, Lydia, and Megan have Swing dresses. Hooray.
I really want to learn how to make clothes. I have all these ideas for dresses in such. Yeah.
School made me mad today, grr.. so my spanish teacher decides to make a debate over homosexual marriages. That is so wrong of her, I think. People need to realize that I'm never going to think homosexuality is okay, because, according to the bible it isn't. I do not feel that God modernizes to our world today. Of course, God loves everyone equally. He does want us to be happy, but live according to his will. I never really say my true opinion of things, because I don't want to start a huge argument. But since everyone else says what they want, why can't I?
I don't care if people get offended by this, I am closeminded. I do not hate gays, but I'm never going to accept their actions.
This is my say on the whole issue.
I'm just sick of wickedness all around me, it depresses me.
I can see me moving down to Kentucky, when I get married, and livin' the country life. Get away from everything. Also, i'll be able say theater, THE-Ayter. (haha)
Well, about 14 more weeks of school.
Hooray.
I think I'm done... for now.
Please keep me in your prayers.
-Jena