Que sera sera..
I'm pretty sad tonight.....
Found out that Kristen Walker died...
She went into cardicac arrest during an ashma attack. She's always had breathing problems... it's just so freaking sad. She was one of the roomates on the Italy trip I went on sophmore year. *smiles* Some how it seems wrong that my funniest memory is of her flashing all the men in the gym across from the hotel. *smiles a little* She was abrasive and downright obnoxious sometimes.... But she was also funny as all hell. heh... She definatly had her moments. She was 25. A year older than me. *frowns* kinda Makes you think dosen't it? I'm trying to find her obituary in the newspaper and am getting totally fustrated. I can't find it anywhere. I wanted to try and make her wake, and if not the funeral.... but it's not looking like thats gonna be possible if I can't find out where it is. *sighs*
It other news.....
I start my daytime shift next week.... Thurdsay. YAY! About time. I need to go and buy some new shoes to wear though otherwise i'm gonna be dying. This will be good though... at last i'll be moving around a little bit instead of just being stationary all the time. Sereiously, I think all I do is sit these days. It's not healthy.
Then Thursday night I have a general meeting of the MVP. (Local Theatre group) I must be insane signing up for this.... But I really need to do something more than just si on my ass. And this is a start. Besides I miss Theater, and this could be a good stepping stone to my project. ya know?
April 9th is Erins Wedding, and it's also Mrs T's party. ... and their both at the same time... *le sigh* I'll never make both. I'm kinda torn on what to do. I love Erin and don't want to let her down, she's a kewl girl. but on the same token, Mrs. T made a huge impact on my life... I proubly woulden't be alive right now if it weren't for her... so I dunno....
*sighs*
I'm just so tired right now....
Oh and did I mention we had a suicide at the hotel a couple nights ago? Yea, we did.... Can anyone say emotional backlash?
I just... really really really need a vacation right now.