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the last thing i ever expected when graduating, was to be this emotional about it. it's not the emotional where i'm balling, it's the emotional like unsettlement.
yesterday was my last class day ever with Blanco. it was so weird to say good bye to someone so influential in my life. if only i had met you before summer.
then there was like "the gang." i am not sure what i will do without my monday and wednesdays not filled with childish bicker between Santos and Jose. Or Lyndsi's rationality. Hugging, saying congrats, wishing good luck, it was wayyy more than I expected. I truly love these people. I am not sure where I will be without them. Then I met up with Adam after class, it's one of those moments you blink to capture a picture of that one distinct moment. I have learned throughout college that it is hard to come by good people. It was nice when he told me that he mentioned to his gf the night before after I left his apartment, that i was "good people." haha. he will one day be some brilliant known man, and I will have the privledge of having been associated.
so yesterday, I packed up my college apart, and drove. drove the road home for the last time. and tomorrow I move into my adult life apartment. haha. I don't know what to do with myself and all the significant changes. so i will do what I always do....
party. saturday night is our huge bash with booze and food. and it will be sooo amazing. so very amazing to have all the people that i love soo freakin much and that have never left my side be right there to celebrate with me.
Professor Blanco wrote me this morning, and it brought tears to my eyes. I can not wait to see his face at graduation. he was truly our "Dad" in san marcos, picking us up from the airport, giving advice, etc. I heart him.
here's to a new chapter. cheers.
yesterday was my last class day ever with Blanco. it was so weird to say good bye to someone so influential in my life. if only i had met you before summer.
then there was like "the gang." i am not sure what i will do without my monday and wednesdays not filled with childish bicker between Santos and Jose. Or Lyndsi's rationality. Hugging, saying congrats, wishing good luck, it was wayyy more than I expected. I truly love these people. I am not sure where I will be without them. Then I met up with Adam after class, it's one of those moments you blink to capture a picture of that one distinct moment. I have learned throughout college that it is hard to come by good people. It was nice when he told me that he mentioned to his gf the night before after I left his apartment, that i was "good people." haha. he will one day be some brilliant known man, and I will have the privledge of having been associated.
so yesterday, I packed up my college apart, and drove. drove the road home for the last time. and tomorrow I move into my adult life apartment. haha. I don't know what to do with myself and all the significant changes. so i will do what I always do....
party. saturday night is our huge bash with booze and food. and it will be sooo amazing. so very amazing to have all the people that i love soo freakin much and that have never left my side be right there to celebrate with me.
Professor Blanco wrote me this morning, and it brought tears to my eyes. I can not wait to see his face at graduation. he was truly our "Dad" in san marcos, picking us up from the airport, giving advice, etc. I heart him.
here's to a new chapter. cheers.