To my lover.
To my lover,
While you have been away, I have time for myself to think about things and to have my own peace and quiet. I have already thought about alot since youve been gone. Dear lover, I love you so. When you are gone I feel as if a part of myself is gone. When I turn the corner you are not there, when I wake up in the middle of the night to see your face, all I see is darkness and wonder back to sleep. I love waking up to you, to see your cute face still sleeping when I roll over away in the mornings to watch you sleep. I love it when you come home after a long day and cuddle with me. The feeling of excitement runs through my veins while by heartbeat gets faster until you make the last step at once. I couldnt see myself dating someone else then you. We may have our differences and our interests but that doesnt pull us away as two. Those make challenges in our lives to make it keep going instead of the always knowing the expected. To challenge ourselves to know what we believe in or values are correct, to grow as one. As much as we fight about the little things in our lives that do not matter much, I will still always love you and will always try my best in making you happy and fulfilling anything that you may need. I know we have our problems but I am making an effort to change the way I fight in our relationships by taking any learning experience I can get and making it into a positive change. Sure I love when we have a break, I can roam around in my underwear, not clean up after myself and not having to do anything right away until I need to do it. I get to take a break and take a breather for myself and have time to focus on me, what I need. You are more then a lover to me, You are a best friend. A best friend that I can talk to about most things that i need to talk about as well as being ulimate comfortable around you. Maybe a bit to comfortable but still I dont have to feel awkward around you, you listen to my needs, you try your best to meet anything you need to do. You bring out the best in me and we have fun together. I believe that if we had our own place that we would be at our best because we would have our own space and not always together and can be doing different stuff. But that is just my opinion. In the end I still love you and always will. I will and always will try my best with things in your life and also in mine.