Ack
M y person is leaving in less than 24 hours. The person who
a. reminds me to eat,
b. always knows my motives, nothing gets past her,
c. has seen me at my worst, most self-destructive times,
d. knows when I'm lying to her about cutting,
e. will sew and bake with me at ridiculous hours of the night,
f. puts up with all of my crazy moods,
g. is possibly the worst influence on my life,
h. manages to be awesome and responsible despite said bad influence
i. can decipher my silences
j. knows what's in store when I need a good bitchfest
and k. knows how to make (almost) everything better.
Holy shit. I dropped off her bewilderbeast shirt last night, and I ended up accompanying her while she ran some errands before she left. I need to figure out a better way to deal. That's all. Something better and less destructive. Maybe something creative. That's why I started painting right? At least I'll be at work more, so that will be a good distraction. And this whole second job thing might pan out. Which means I'll be busy all of the time, but that might be a good thing. I can't decide anymore.
a. reminds me to eat,
b. always knows my motives, nothing gets past her,
c. has seen me at my worst, most self-destructive times,
d. knows when I'm lying to her about cutting,
e. will sew and bake with me at ridiculous hours of the night,
f. puts up with all of my crazy moods,
g. is possibly the worst influence on my life,
h. manages to be awesome and responsible despite said bad influence
i. can decipher my silences
j. knows what's in store when I need a good bitchfest
and k. knows how to make (almost) everything better.
Holy shit. I dropped off her bewilderbeast shirt last night, and I ended up accompanying her while she ran some errands before she left. I need to figure out a better way to deal. That's all. Something better and less destructive. Maybe something creative. That's why I started painting right? At least I'll be at work more, so that will be a good distraction. And this whole second job thing might pan out. Which means I'll be busy all of the time, but that might be a good thing. I can't decide anymore.