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It feels as though I've been here forever, yet I'm still surprised to find it 5.20. I have no idea where my day went, or what I've been doing. Only that I've been going through the daily mood cycle. Fabulous for part of the day, and then there's always the part of the day where I want to go hide out in the bathroom. Why do I keep getting into this desperate mood, only wanting to chain smoke and vent to someone?
I hadn't gotten a flashback in a while. Hmm. Interesting.
Damn, I haven't called Fisher Scientific yet today about their orders. They get one day off from me harassing them. I wouldn't be if Scott Mores would pick up his damn phone. I know in a couple of weeks they'll call in asking where the items are. And I'll just list off the dates that I called and left a message. Fuck that shit.
Still don't know what to do with myself. Need to stop cycling like this. At least it's something I can count on. It's the same almost every day.
I hadn't gotten a flashback in a while. Hmm. Interesting.
Damn, I haven't called Fisher Scientific yet today about their orders. They get one day off from me harassing them. I wouldn't be if Scott Mores would pick up his damn phone. I know in a couple of weeks they'll call in asking where the items are. And I'll just list off the dates that I called and left a message. Fuck that shit.
Still don't know what to do with myself. Need to stop cycling like this. At least it's something I can count on. It's the same almost every day.