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so i might be bipolar
i have a doctor i talk to once a week now. and now he wants me to be tested for it. at first i was so excited to find out what was wrong i didnt care. but now i am so scared. almost terrified. i just dont know how to deal with it
i feel bad i feel like i am ruining phillip's life because of it. i dont mean to. i really dont, but i feel like i dont have control over it.
i feel so low right now. i just want to be happy. i want to stop feeling sad. i wish he was hear to hold me. i wish anyone was here to hold me.
im sorry
i have a doctor i talk to once a week now. and now he wants me to be tested for it. at first i was so excited to find out what was wrong i didnt care. but now i am so scared. almost terrified. i just dont know how to deal with it
i feel bad i feel like i am ruining phillip's life because of it. i dont mean to. i really dont, but i feel like i dont have control over it.
i feel so low right now. i just want to be happy. i want to stop feeling sad. i wish he was hear to hold me. i wish anyone was here to hold me.
im sorry