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as college is getting closer and closer... it is beginning to feel like i am going back to high school. i hadnt seen or talked to anyone from high school until like last week. now i am beginning to miss alot of the people i saw all the time and all the classes and such. but then i snap back and realize that isnt want it was really like and that isnt what i want anymore.
i didnt have any friends in high school. honestly none of them could really tell me about what i did all the time or who i was dating. no one knew me. i didnt have a best friend.
wednesday i am going to austin to see one of my bestfriends i still talk to everyday almost. i wish rachel was still here. but i am so glad she is moving on, and loving it. i see college as a good thing for her because soon she will be with so many new people that she will not know what to do.
i work my ass off for anything i do now. i work doubles on saturdays in two different places. one shift in sherman one in dallas. well it ended up being from 11 in the morning till midnight last night. well most people would hate their jobs and quit. but NO. i keep my job because it challenges me. i know if i can stay on my feet for over 12 hours with out giving up. i can do anything. who else would keep a job like mine for so long?i went home with $92 dollars last night. most people can make that in 6 hours. but it took me all day. and i dont mind that i made that much because most people have to wait 2 weeks for a pay check then only make a little over 2 or 3 hundred. i earn every penny i make. i am proud to be a server. i like my job. no matter how much it sucks and how difficult my tables are it is still the best job i could ever have.
i move in a month and 3 days.. i couldnt be happier
i didnt have any friends in high school. honestly none of them could really tell me about what i did all the time or who i was dating. no one knew me. i didnt have a best friend.
wednesday i am going to austin to see one of my bestfriends i still talk to everyday almost. i wish rachel was still here. but i am so glad she is moving on, and loving it. i see college as a good thing for her because soon she will be with so many new people that she will not know what to do.
i work my ass off for anything i do now. i work doubles on saturdays in two different places. one shift in sherman one in dallas. well it ended up being from 11 in the morning till midnight last night. well most people would hate their jobs and quit. but NO. i keep my job because it challenges me. i know if i can stay on my feet for over 12 hours with out giving up. i can do anything. who else would keep a job like mine for so long?i went home with $92 dollars last night. most people can make that in 6 hours. but it took me all day. and i dont mind that i made that much because most people have to wait 2 weeks for a pay check then only make a little over 2 or 3 hundred. i earn every penny i make. i am proud to be a server. i like my job. no matter how much it sucks and how difficult my tables are it is still the best job i could ever have.
i move in a month and 3 days.. i couldnt be happier