to Rachel:

[jenabenna]

well honey its been a while but i love you move than you know
im sorry i didnt say it enough
you are such a great person. you have a great heart. and you are so caring.
all those times i was just so pissed off or negative because of something, you always saw the good sides. even when the boys were always making me mad. you calmed me down.
i miss you so much
i cant believe that this is church trip i have to go on alone. i dont even want to go.
there are so many things i want to say i cant even remember them

we grew so close working at desperados that it was sad when you didnt work there. it sort of felt like you already left me

i know we will stay friends but it wont be the same. i know you will have the time of your life in austin.

i grew up with you but it wasnt until this year did we really become the best of friends. i took advantage of all those years. even when i was mean to you, you didnt hold it against me.

ugh there are so many memories of you i cant ever forget.

i love you Rachel. I miss you already. thanks for always being the better person. it wont be the same here with out you