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livejournal. ive had an internet journal foreverrrrrr. first a deadjournal. then a melo. then i came to livejournal back in 04. and i just read a bunch of my very first posts. brought me wayyy back.
things have changed in four years thats for sure.
i miss the outlook i had on life. i feel like i had so much more to be excited about back then, even if it was over nothing.
i mean, there are things about my life now that are way better too but, i dont know. reminiscing.. scattered brains. i miss getting excited over things like boys talking to me instead of things like vegas trips and having a week of work off or having all my bills paid at once. i dont know. i dont wanna get old and comfortable. im getting way to comfortable with monotony.
things have changed in four years thats for sure.
i miss the outlook i had on life. i feel like i had so much more to be excited about back then, even if it was over nothing.
i mean, there are things about my life now that are way better too but, i dont know. reminiscing.. scattered brains. i miss getting excited over things like boys talking to me instead of things like vegas trips and having a week of work off or having all my bills paid at once. i dont know. i dont wanna get old and comfortable. im getting way to comfortable with monotony.