wewontstoptilsomebodycallsthecops&eventhenwellstartagain&justpretendthatnothingeverhappened
well today is my 21st birthday. so far it has been filled with good music, mamosas, and a happy heart. im glad i dont have a number holding me back anymore. the past few days have been filled with lots of little ups and downs. i had my work christmas party last night, and bridgette's 21st birthday the night before. a few of the people who i have known longer than anyone else and those i consider so close to me have been very disappointing lately, and though i still love them for the friend they were at one point in my life, its hard to realize that sometimes peoples priorities dont include you. even if you try and make the effort to show them so much love. oh well, that is life, no? its hard to give yourself away but the ups are worth the downs, and we should all remind ourselves of that daily. im looking forward to a day filled with friends, food, family, and boooooooze. but not too much of course, we dont want me falling asleep at 5pm or anything, and we all know how that goes haha. my mamosa is already making me a little giggly, so sorry if this doesnt make too much sense. i look forward to a year of productivity! i am putting my name on the books at work, which means more work, more clients, more moolah. i have been getting lots of positive feedback from my work and it has boosted my confidence to a level that im ready to get going with my career. and im moving out! march 1st casey's apartment has got a room open, and i have gotten so close to this girl in the past few months and i really think we will be good living together. ive never lived with girls besides my mom and my dads girlfriends before but i really have high hopes. and im going to have a bed again! its only been like 5 months or so but it was longer than i expected during my neurotic, last minute move. my mom just gave me my birthday presents and they were so good! and im so happy to see all the people i love later today! happy new year to everyone i love you all so much, please be safe and happy.