Back to glasses
I'm suffering an eye infection that causes me to avoid contacts for a week. Had no vision for two days until I got my glasses. This is how it's going so far.
I used to say to myself that I'd rather be hurt and get beaten alive as long as I'm with him. And I've always thought it was my fault for everything to end this way.. countless of times. Thinking I wasn't committed and that i took him for granted and all that he did was nothing to me. I was dangerously in love and neglected how much he'd hurt me because I'd put him first. For almost a year I nearly lost myself, who I truly was and who mattered. I'm glad I have a mother with strong yet humorous advice. I never thought she knew me well but the words "I haven't seen your smile in a while" and "Before I could hear your laugh from upstairs" made me want to cry... actually it did.. because it goes to show how much I gave myself to him. I'm glad I have the friends that have helped me and had to constantly hear my wining. You know who you are and you guys are champions for that!
I'm hurt... but I'll have to put up with it.. just give me a little bit over 84 hours..
I want to go back but I can't.
I think I was more blind with contacts on than off.
damn.
I used to say to myself that I'd rather be hurt and get beaten alive as long as I'm with him. And I've always thought it was my fault for everything to end this way.. countless of times. Thinking I wasn't committed and that i took him for granted and all that he did was nothing to me. I was dangerously in love and neglected how much he'd hurt me because I'd put him first. For almost a year I nearly lost myself, who I truly was and who mattered. I'm glad I have a mother with strong yet humorous advice. I never thought she knew me well but the words "I haven't seen your smile in a while" and "Before I could hear your laugh from upstairs" made me want to cry... actually it did.. because it goes to show how much I gave myself to him. I'm glad I have the friends that have helped me and had to constantly hear my wining. You know who you are and you guys are champions for that!
I'm hurt... but I'll have to put up with it.. just give me a little bit over 84 hours..
I want to go back but I can't.
I think I was more blind with contacts on than off.
damn.