going bonkers
urges are insanely strong since I got back from vacation. yay for seeing penguins but boo to these feelings. I think I am stressed and worried about school. Orientation starts on the 5th and I have to manage a mandatory BBQ at the college and then a formal dinner with the Faculty of Medicine staff and students. ARGH! (Not good things for recovering ED/SI person) Also am seeking accomodations for my depression, anxiety and ED. dangity dang. Fears of the implications. I hate the word "disability" So stressed and urges arise. So here I sit coping music to my ipod so I can survive the ttc commute. I sit and ramble to myself. 2 schools means twice the fun in formsfromhell hence going bonkers twofold. So why the urges? GRRR Things are good, incredible program for school I was accepted into and yet here I feel a need o self destruct. RARRRRRRRR
Just keep busy busy busy I have two huge boxes of yarn to keep me going in that department but still not enough. 5thigns at once and yet.... Bonkers it officially is
If I seem to be around infrequently, blame the 6" stack of forms to fill and submit and all the bullshit taht goes with it
Just keep busy busy busy I have two huge boxes of yarn to keep me going in that department but still not enough. 5thigns at once and yet.... Bonkers it officially is
If I seem to be around infrequently, blame the 6" stack of forms to fill and submit and all the bullshit taht goes with it